The Spiderweb of Life

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

She got bitten...

And she liked it, a lot. Not bitten in the sense of draculesque biting, but it was a bite nonetheless. In fact, there was more than one bite, and close to her neck.

It wasn't meant in a sexual, even in a sensual way, she thought. But wow.. she liked it. She already knew that biting on her nipples felt good, actually, really good to her, as long as it wasn't the "I'm going to eat this piece of flesh, masticate it and eat it raw" biting. She loved the slow, sensous, a bit hard but not too hard biting she had received seemimgly ages ago, and which brought a dreamy smile to her face every time she remembered.

And she found herself more willing to discover to others her hidden sides, such as the side that knows more than one kind of clamp... She still second guessed herself about the fact that others might not like her knowing all those things, or would think her rotten.. but she felt relaxed enough to let her naughtly thoughts flow, and that was a new feeling of freedom for her, since it wasn't so long ago that only one person was the only recipient of her naughtiness.

She was happy...

Sunday, November 26, 2006

And there they were.
Alone, in that bubble that seems to come up and shield you from all the world’s bad things whenever you’re very happy with someone, in that precise moment when you look at someone else’s eyes and you get lost in them.
When time, sounds, and everything else doesn’t seem to matter, just that moment.
When, if you know enough to realize that moment will pass, you’d give all the gold in the world, and then some, to make it last even for five more seconds.
And then, the moment passed, as it should have.
She would cherish that moment, and wonder if he did, cause funnily enough, it was just one moment.
Moments like that happen, well, 100.000.000 times a day.
She loved the little pit in her stomach that came everytime she remembered that simple moment.
And she wanted more... but isn’t that human nature?
She has always wanted to make her life like a movie in the cutting room, and cut all the dull moments between all the highs, then see herself live all over again, just the good times.
Impossible... but it would be such amazing fun.
And then the world tapped on her shoulder to remind her that she wasn't alone.

Friday, November 24, 2006

My Impressions...

1. Yummy boy...(he's 16, you cradle robber).
2. Alfalfa!
3. Ooh.. Gentleman...
4. Very gentleman...
5. Oh, so very gentleman...
6. TOGA, TOGA, TOGA!!! And those shoes don't match, woman, I don't like you.
7. CHOCOLATE!
8. Yummy girl... and a betty boop purse, I'm so in my pond here.
9. Gee, thanks.
9. Hold his drinks, please.
10. Girlfriends, the real best kind of whom movies are made, rule all.
11. Dancing is yum. Mmm...Gentleman...*licks lips*
12. Chocolate FIGHT! And yes, I pwn all.
13. *looks around* This people are geeky... *giggles*
14. Fishy shake... no good. But pretty dress... so you get one good and one bad, you're a zero.
15. *laughs* Mmm... Dancing.
16. Still no tie.. Justice shall be done, such is the way of the west...
17. I'll be laughing cause of this all for days to come...





I hope I'm a broad, and never a dame. In fact, I'm pretty sure I am...
Oh, and congrats, kiddo... and thanks for everything.

Thursday, November 16, 2006



It's funny how a very seemingly "normal" question can disarm you so easily.

"Do you have a boyfriend?" After the natural no, comes the other one:

"Why not?"

How the hell is one supposed to know? I used to think I'd answer such nonsense with something along the lines of "Ask all the guys who aren't with me", but today, I drew a blank.

Maybe it's cause I don't go out. Maybe it's cause I don't fit in the stereotype. Maybe it's cause I spend most of my day in a lab with other women, and after I'm done with that, I'm pretty pooped to think about something else. Hell, it may even be because I'm ugly and/or give out a "if you come near me, I will bite your balls off" vibe.

I have no clue. But today, that simple, cliche question made me feel bad, and not the usual kind of bad where you just feel like a pinch and then you're done. It's the kind of bad that stays in the back of your head and makes you chew and chew on the issue for hours, like a cow (Moo).

It made me notice a few things.

1. My power of suggestion over myself is amazing, for things that interest me. I made myself think that this guy was super, and that this was it... funny enough, a sober me would have kicked this bad version of me in the tits. I've exorcized most of that bad version of me, I hope.

2. I'm pretty fucked up, but I quite enjoy it. I'm able to listen to such a romantic song like "head over feet" by alanis morrisette while looking at a guide to domming your guy. I imagine stories with non-usual sex endings, cause the usual happy ending sickens me. I know what fanta is, and I also store lots of non-exactly-useful info in my mind, like the fact that a toast will always land on the side with the jam, cause it's heavier, and not cause of Murphy's law.

3. I'm a geek when it comes to biological stuff. All animals are cute (except cockroaches when they fly) in some way, shape or form, and DNA is infalible and also, the coolest thing ever to exist.

4. I'm an optimist most of the time, except when I'm down and I want the whole world to come down in flames. And I'm a romantic at heart, even though I know that the knight in shining armor doesn't exist and if he does, he's a jerk (see shrek 2), I still would like a guy that resembled him in the best ways, even if that guy's not real either.

5. I'd really like to have sex, and at this point, pretty much any kind of sex will do.

I like backs, like the cute guy on top.. makes me want to wake up looking at that back... I find them oh, so sexy...*swoons*

Monday, November 13, 2006


You know when you're having just a great row of days and you don't ever wish they stop?
That's what's happening to me right now.
Murphy is either setting me up for some very very ugly stuff... or he's just forgotten about me... In which case, be a pretty and don't remind him of me.
Today was a great day, tiresome... but lovely nonetheless... I had soo much fun...
Anyway, the angel... He's yummy, and has a lovely ass... but besides that, I'd love it if he could put a good word for me so the good days don't end badly...
Cheerios!

Sunday, November 12, 2006


Art...






I have this friend... he's studying biology, but after seeing all of his art, I think he should clone himself and study art too, he says he'll do it after he graduates, and I really hope he does. See for yourself.












This is his view of the wizard of Oz... He says the wizard wasn't really a wizard (as we all know) that the magic was Oz itself.





















A surreal drawing of a woman melting.. I love the eye tree, reminds me of Salvador Dali.



















Beyond the Beyond.












This is his first canvas. I love the colors.





















This one's called masks. I told him the bottom red one looks like Adolf Hitler, he laughed.














He gave me this rose, said it was fitting.





A gay shrimp. I told him it's not gay, it's trendy.

Butterflies on a notebook.
This is the wall of his room...
And that's it... Hope you enjoyed the tour

Saturday, November 04, 2006




He was a good boy.


It had started fairly normal, like most romances do. She loved that he was attentive, but didn’t cross the line where attentive became overwhelming. To explain further, he sent a message in the morning, one at night, and if they were to meet, but not a message saying: “Have you eaten yet?”.


He picked her up at work whenever he could, and could sense when she desperately needed a coffee (vanilla latte, too much sugar) and a massage, and obliged, but was courteous enough to ask her to make sure if she really wanted those things.


They had met by chance, as most. He was locked into her eyes, which drove into him and seemed to get to his very soul. She was used to staring at people, always trying to figure something about them, and she didn’t avert her eyes when he looked up at her. He was rewarded with two oval hazel eyes, which looked about as deep as the Mariana trench. She feasted on his eyes, face, arms, and then the rest of his body.


He loved the fact that she looked like she was really enjoying her sugary pretzel, and didn’t mind the fact that her fingers were covered in sugar. He wished he could suck that sugar off her fingers, and when she actually sucked carelessly on them, he instinctively felt a stir in his penis.
She saw him as he licked his lips, and her thoughts flew.


He pointed her that she still had a little sugar on the corner of her lip, suppressing the instinct to run his fingers (or tongue) to clean it. She wiped it off, smiling at him and taking the sugar from her finger, biting it lightly, then sucking on it.


He knew she was teasing him… and it worked.


He went over to her table, introduced himself, then offered to carry her bag pack, which looked (and was) heavy. She didn’t accept, and he didn’t insist. He asked instead if he could join her around, and she accepted. After all, it was a crowded mall, and he looked harmless enough.
She went to the library, her favorite spot, and browsed through it all. Surprisingly, he also read a lot, and went his way, but always brought good books to her, asking if she had read them, and discussing them with her. He won her heart with that, but she didn’t let him on.


And so they happily went about, their paths already crossed.


As hey explored themselves, physically and spiritually, he found out she wanted to dominate, and he liked the idea. She was tickled by the fact that he liked her fantasy… but being in the post sex glow, she figured he could say just about anything, so she discarded the idea.
Then he went out of the country on business, and came bearing interesting gifts… A tied corset, which he already knew she loved, and a blue crop, her favorite color. It was then she knew he meant what he said.


They began submitting and dominating each other, establishing their roles, which turned out to be her as the dominant. He didn’t ever lose his essence, or his manliness, much less his independence, but many times he came to her naked, on all fours, with the infamous crop on his mouth, and a lustful look in his eyes.


Many times she made him dry her back only with his tongue after a shower; something both loved and revered, and relaxed her more than his most dedicated massage. Lying on her face, softly moaning into the pillow as he licked all the little water droplets off her back.
He learned that his body wasn’t only his anymore; she owned it, as much as he owned hers, but she exercised her owner’s rights more than he did.


“You are, indeed, a good boy…” she said, patting his face as his moans were carried off into all the corners of their house, his body spent, but his soul as content as ever.